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02 February 2012 @ 07:49 pm
Damn it's so cold here. I like the snow though, except for the slippery roads when driving, don't want to bust up ma cawr!
Really have to clean up my workspace (it's loaded with boxes since I went away for three months, which, come to think of it, was almost exactly a year ago.)
Also been working on jewerly for the Adult version of Ila, as well as beaded collars, embroidered capes, and of course the art on her body itself. Don't have her head yet, hope to buy that soon. When I have my workspace back I'll make some in process pictures. :)
Anyhow, I've got some random photo's of Little- and Older Ila to show.

How is it going with you guys? :)


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14 January 2012 @ 07:42 pm
Damn, it's almost a year ago that I was in the hospital for three months. How time flies.

Working on a new project for a new, elder version of Ila, where she is around thirthy and has two children. Completely covering her body in religious and story related art that tell of the past and present.

In August I shaved my hair off, it's gotten quite longer since then though, and I'm growing back my own coppery-brown colour. I'll post something newer in a while to show my latest hair-cut. :)

Also, late but still, best wishes everyone for the year of 2012, I hope it'll be a good one!

24 July 2011 @ 10:52 am

Picture made while camping this spring in the Ardennen.

I'll talk more when I'm ready. In the meantime, no worries.


P.S. Hug!
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31 January 2011 @ 11:38 pm
Sorry for being so absent everyone. It hasn't been going very peachy on my side.

As of tomorrow I will be going away for a few months, don't know how long exactly, or if I might be home some weekends, but I wanted to put it on here, so people won't worry too much if I don't answer emails or anything (although I know I haven't really been the epitome of responsiveness when I was reachable).

I feel kind of sad for having to leave Silas behind. T_T

Anyhow, I'll be back, and lots of love for ya'll.

18 December 2010 @ 03:10 pm
Just some random shots. Tried to do a little shoot on the snowy roof, but it failed miserably. xD So I settled for a few photo's in doors. Been very occupied lately, with all things other than dolls, but I really want to start doing more with them again. Was very sick too, last week, hellish fever, but I'm much better now, hence the thought; 'hey why not go on the frozen roof in nothing other than a thin blouse and a pair of jeans!' Great attempt that was. xD Not. I'm such a stubborn idiot.
Anyhow, let's not dwell and just post the crap!

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05 October 2010 @ 10:27 pm
It's a joyous day today!

And two with husband;



Anyhow, all I need now is to make sure she has more descent stuff to wear and do some finishing touches. But boy does this open new doors for awesome shoots! Story related shoots!

HUGS FOR EVERYONE! *throws around heart-shaped confetti*

(Oh almost forgot! *copy-paste from DoA* - Dahlia, or actually, Descenda - the name she has been given by Mordec as she passed from the living world into his - is one of his wives. I don't know exactly how many he has, there are only three that I'm certain of. Descriet, Descenda and Descuva. But Dahlia, the name she later takes on as she returns amongst the living, is my main character. The mark she has between her collar bones, is that of Mordec. Everyone that comes into his world (a part of the underworld) has one, all on a different place that has something to do with how they came there.
His wives always wear veils, Mordec always wears a mask. To accompany his huge regalia. But his masks are important, and none will ever completely see his face, unmasked.. )


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04 October 2010 @ 06:43 pm
Gah, should be replying to comments on here, DoA and DA right now..but I desperately wanted to share a peek of what I've been up to the last couple of days.

Finished this random, throw together plastered mask for Mordec and took some pics. He seriously needs more attention. And more costumes. But that takes sooooo much work and time. O_O So, he'll have to do with this for a while, until I can catch up with all the other stuff I'm doing! Besides...it won't be long until one of his brides finally comes into BJD existance (read; completion). Whoohw! I am never EVER going to do a full body airbrush tan ever again. What an insane amount of dreadful work.
(Oh btw, the rest of the Mordec shoot will be posted in a while, probably on DoA)

Little Ila!

I wanted to do this with her hands for a while now. I always want to do something with my dolls hands, that matches their face-up. With Ila, I have to come up with something fun and weird! And this idea was fun to do and totally fits little Ila's new look! :D Can't wait to start working on more things for her, little over the top, exploded doll-like dresses!

Anyhow, I WILL reply soon on all you lovelies that have comment on Older Ila's shoot, I proooomise! Probably tomorrow!

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30 September 2010 @ 07:32 pm
About time to post this, weeks after the shoot, and even more after Ila's make-over finished! Busy life is busy.

Anyhow, this post is not about me, it's about Ila!


If thy brother, the son of thy mother, or thy son, or thy daughter, or the wife of thy bosom, or thy friend, which as thine own soul, entice thee secretly, saying, Let us go and serve other gods, which thou hast not known, thou, nor thy fathers;

Of the gods of the people which round about you, nigh unto thee, or far off from thee, from the one end of the earth even unto the other end of the earth;

Thou shalt not consent unto him, nor hearken unto him; neither shall thine eye pity him, neither shalt thou spare, neither shalt thou conceal him:

But thou shalt surely kill him; thine hand shall be first upon him to put him to death, and afterwards the hand of all the people.

And thou shalt stone him with stones, that he die; because he hath sought to thrust thee away from the LORD thy God, which brought thee from the house of bondage.”

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21 September 2010 @ 11:19 pm
I'm doing all right, not sick anymore, car is fixed and I'm okay driving again. I'm glad. :)
Anyhow, someone at school (CCL) asked if I could make some more pictures of Silas because I haven't in a long while and he wanted to see how big he's gotten. Well, I took the camera today when out on a piece of heathland here, like, a fifteen minute drive from our house (in the middle of Eindhoven). I love where we live so much, even though the city itself isn't great, the surrounding nature is so diverse. The 'few photo's'  kind of turned into a huge shoot though. xD Because I really can't pick. They're all so cute, and it's also nice to kind of..take you guys along on the walk.

So, big pic-spammage, as I almost haven't taken out any photos. And with big pic-spammage, I mean MAJOR spammage. Most pics are taken by my sister, as taking shots of Silas myself is particularly difficult. He is either somewhere following behind me, or not paying any attention - which results in calling him, getting his attention, and then getting a dog that is running way too franticly towards me. Blurriness galore! Also, I can't decently interact with him that way either!
But, enough chatter, picture time!

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16 September 2010 @ 10:37 pm
Bloody hell.

Ok, so today, I kind of got in an accident. It was stupid, there wasn't really much damage, but it wasn't a nice experience, and a totally unnecessary at that.
I'll explain;
I was driving back from the CCL, with my mom, because I hadn't driven that long route and was feeling tired that morning and also for the appointment there - to talk about this year and what I was going to do, turn plans into action etc. etc. - asked her to come with me. Anyhow, on the way back we got at this rotary intersection, and I had read the sign before saying that to get on the freeway to where I live, I had to go right. So, I turned the signal light on, looked around, and turned right. When I was making the turn towards the acceleration lane, my mother suddenly made a very loud alarming shriek and screamed; "NO!!!" Now, in those two seconds, I thought I must have been doing something very horrifically wrong and dangerous for her to react that way, and from the corners of my eyes I only saw the signs "go back". So in those short seconds I concluded that we were in immediate danger because I had driven up the wrong end of the freeway lane thing or something like that (a la blind sider). I turned the wheel to the left and hit the break. Ended up on this lifted section between the two roads, right at the edge of the rotary. Unfortunatly there was this small bollard(?) pole thing, which I completely smashed to the ground. We were standing rather secure there, entirely off the road, but after that, when I looked around, I found out that the reason my mother reacted so intense.. was because I apparently took the wrong turn (just the wrong freeway, not the wrong lane). =_= Now..that wouldn't have been a big deal at all, because I could've just gotten off at the next exit and go back again.
It still kind of upsets me, that it happened. That she had such a reaction, for something so insignificant, especially next to a driver who has only gotten her licence one month. She does it more often, those kind of out of place reactions, and normally I can deal, but this time her panic kind of caught up with me. :(

What I'm bummed about mostly, is that the car does have some damage that needs to be repaired. I accept that because I was behind the wheel, I am responsible. My reaction was also very intense where it wasn't needed, though I can easily reason why I reacted that way, and that makes that I can easily accept that too. But it was still my reaction. It just..makes me sad that this was totally unnecessary, that it would've never happened if I hadn't taken my mom with me, because I was tired and wanted to make sure I would drive this complicated route safely. She just..does it more often, and I warned her about it before, especially when I'm in the car. I don't have that much experience, so ofcourse, when someone sitting beside you with more than twenty years of experience on you reacts like that, you respond to it. At least I did. And it just..dunno, pains me to learn that apparently I really can't rely on that she is older, wiser, stronger. But maybe I'm just being a twat. She can't really help how she reacted at that time just as much as I couldn't. Although..there is still a difference. A difference I wish would have mattered.

It seems like the older I get, the more I learn that that difference I thought was there when people are older and more experienced, is often so painfully relative.

Meh, it's such a stupid situation. We talked about it and it's okay now. But I'm just kind of disappointed. In myself for not..relying on my myself in that moment. And in my mom, for..well, I think it's obvious. The conclusion just makes me feel like shit, because I wish she would keep me from harm, in stead of the other way around, like parents should?

Blablabla, I feel like such a hypocritical wanker sometimes.

Thanks for reading, and hugs~ (btw, thanks for the comments on my previous post, I'll get to them tomorrow, promise)
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